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Knowing
By Janina Carlstad
Earth Day 2002
All these years I have danced the dance
I have felt the heart beat of the drum
Have felt the drum beat in my heart…
I have crossed through the seasons of the sweetgrass
I have worn the eagle’s feather.
I have walked across this land
and have heard the singing of the trees in the
wind
I have felt the embrace of the warming sun
Have known the Great Spirit’s whisper
in the moonlit glow of the night
I have sensed the ghost riders
Sweeping through the shadows of smoke rising
from camps of old
While children play in the dust
Of the Sun Dance grounds
I have watched the rays of the morning
Dawn, and fan across the sky
Like the feathers of the eagle’s wings
soaring over peaks beyond winds of time
I have respected the soul of this earth
The flow of these rivers
The span of vast, intense skies
And, living life
Have become one with nature,
Have come to be one
At peace with myself
In nature…
And now, only now do I find…
In knowing,
Do I find that all these years
I have danced this dance
And - It IS mine to dance,
It is my right,
For I am of this land…
As you are of this land…
We are all of this land – in our own way
Sharing the Peace…
Hiy Hiy!
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Water Well……..J. Carlstad
I float along this river of
musing
a naked vessel
drained of all known connection
thirsting for fulfillment
absorbing intently
each murmur of
sound, story, speech
images rip-pl-ing
flood
my senses
while waves of history
flow over, around, and
through
the seething emptiness inside
consuming me
filling me
with pictures,
tales - droplets mirror the told and untold
adding channels
of glaze o’er this urn
layers
fashioned by a master
of inspiration
and reflection,
now yearning
for timelessness
unfurled
decades of learning
nothing compared to this a universe
revealing secrets
filling the
receptacle I have become
a lifetime of questions
like spaces between the stars
spill over… trickling through tingling senses
that
can never drink their fill
soaking up the depth of knowledge
until
these eyes swim
in rivulets
of renewal
ready now for an outpouring
of all that has been absorbed
in an effort to share
to quench
the thirst of others – to water well…the seeds of learning
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Guitar
By J. M. Carlstad
(...for my collaborator and mentor, Wayne, who helps me "feel the music" and "find
my voice"! Thank you for the words we share!)
A poet of the Peace
she’d write what
she’d see
about the river, the people,
the birds and the trees…
She’d say a few
words
Aah, ‘tis a ballad
He’d say
And he’d pick up
his guitar
Oh, he’d play and
he’d play
She’d murmur her
thanks
As she quietly looked
on
Watching in wonder
while her words turned
to song
His notes how they’d
gather
Now gentle now strong
Fingers whispering lovingly
Wandering frets and along
Then he’d glance
at the maiden
as reading along, she
watched
her words, his chords
becoming a song
Yes, he’d pick up
his guitar
Oh, he’d play and
he’d play
Turning darkness of night
into glorious day
turning chills of the
winter
into bright streaming
sun
her words and his music
becoming one
Musing about this remarkable
skill
The maiden began to write
a newer song still
Oh a song, a song
come sing along
Quickly he felt it, strumming along
Picking his notes, they
came in a throng
His chords how they’d
gather
Now gentle, now strong
Fingers whispering lovingly
o’er frets and along
With a touch of light
fingers
Dancing over the strings
His blue eyes how they
glistened
pulling heart’s
strings
She nodded and smiled
Inviting him to sing
A song, a song
Oh come sing along
And together they lifted
their voices in song
Filling the air
With music so strong
Thoughts and sights
Life’s wonders,
delights
Notes tumbling over
Like notes on a breeze
Gathering momentum
Joining with ease
They sang of
Humanity, peace,
land and trees
With a vision far greater
Than two voices as one
But a vision of unity
Under one sun
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